My least favorite goodbye

My best friend is going off to college Friday. But, as a twist of fate, the week we planned to go to Ohio is the same week. I said my last goodbye to him, until we visit, or he visits here. I've never said thanks for anything to him, yet he's the one who change my life in a matter of months. So, here to him.
Thanks for all the times you brought me to smiles when I couldn't stand on my own. Those random text with nothing important were always the highlight of my day.
Me and my brother have never been closer. Being a best friend to both of us, you were an older brother to me.
You were the one who called me to join marching band, when I didn't even know your name. That has been the most meaningful phone call, or Xbox call, I can ever imagine.
Because of that conversation, I had to fight for something that made me happy.
Also, thanks for always driving us around. It does really mean a lot. I know sometimes you don't enjoy it. And people rarely say thanks, and I'm sorry if I ever forgot to say thanks.

Those time when we went sledding, to Wendy's, even out to breakfast, I was actually happy. Thanks, and I wish I could show you how much you mean to me. I never thought a goodbye could be so bad, even though you're not really gone.

Thanks for everything. Good luck at Purdue.(:

Gosh, I forgot...

Since when are you the one who deserves special treatment, in a place where you don't belong?
Today, I don't think this is gonna be positive, so just go with me.
But, if you don't agree with me. I DON'T CARE! But, if someone, who noone wants, and doesn't belong, shows up to a group practice, and then assumes that everyone should be helping her, since she "doesn't understand," there must be a problem. A serious one. So, before I go more off than what's merely written here, I think I'll be done.

Listen, that's all that I ask you.

Gosh. Busy night last night. Not a happy kinda busy, because if it was, there would've been a smiley face.
So, why was it not happy? Cause everyone was in a bad mood. And when your little group of three gets yelled at by the once forth member, that gets you mad inside. Ugh. But, dinner was yummy. Fancy mac and cheese, delisosio!
But, that once forth member was in a completely understandable bad mood, but she took it out unwillingly on us. Just cause we were at their house, making it seem like we owed her.
So, quoting one of my new favorite band (The Late Night Habit), just listen.
We tried talking to you many times, and you pushed us. So, don't yell when you refuse to listen to whispers.

Turnabout...(:

I don't know if im suppose to be excited or sad. I got my nails done last might with my friends, my dress is amazing, and I have everything ready. I'm just upset because the guy I asked, can't go. He told me he couldn't go like a month ago, but I was hoping it could change.
Guess not.
Well, about to get ready. I'll write more about my feelings and stuff later.

Hello!

My name is Christina. But everyone calls me Nina. Since this is my first post, I figured it would be good for me to intruduce myself. But, I think for today, I wanna write about what I'm thinking.

Well, Saturday is Turnabout, so, right now, I wanna be in a good mood, but, for some reason I'm not. I have no idea why. Have you ever felt that way? It leaves that pit in your stomach, and you have no way to possibly fill it. I think it must've been what my history teacher talked about today.
He said you're friends with people because of who you exclude. And I have a feeling thats why I'm trying to get my best friend to join my group, even though she doesn't want to. If she doesn't go, she will be replace. Now, that feelings alot worse, isn't it?
But, happiness must always be around the corner with your superhero other best friend promised she would come and save the say, right? Well, lets hope so.